Tuesday, 24 June 2008

what eternity really is
i stand corrected: it is almost the end of the second day of what i know is going to be the Longest Week in my entire life, and i am Sorely Tempted to change my flight home again, because now i think i know the true meaning of eternity. it's not what i said it was before - there's a post on this sometime in may - it is this. this having Absolutely Nothing To Do and Missing Your Boyfriend So Much That You Think You Might Die From Loneliness and Insanity and Worrying About Stupid Things Despite Having Friends Around You. Soon.

and missing your mother and father and brother and grandmother and your boyfriend's mother and father and brothers and your lovely best friend who is coming back at midnight on 2 july and your other lovely friends who are going to have fellowship tomorrow, and doing other things like working as shopgirls and procrastinating about applying for pupillage (you know who you are, don't try to deny it).

well, it's not quite having Absolutely Nothing To Do. xiaoyun and i were so bored yesterday that we took ourselves to the nearby shopping centre, not to shop, but to purchase craft projects.

i successfully completed one of those D-I-Y lambs today, although it looks rather weird. i shall post a picture of it tomorrow, perhaps.

yes, i am That Got Nothing To Do. it took me all of half a day, maybe less, to cut up pieces of cloth, stitch them up, stuff the resultant lamb-shaped cavity and sew the entire thing together.

i am now cross-stitching something. it takes up more time, probably because you have to keep counting the stitches.

JONATHAN LAU MUN YEW WHY THE @#$$%^$%#^%*(^*! MINISTRY OF DEFENCE MUST MAKE YOU KENA RESERVIST NOW?! since he won't be reading this, being safely IMPRISONED in jurong camp, i'm tempted to come home earlier to surprise him, except i know it won't work. and it just seems so strange to come home before 1 july now. somehow.

but there's an upside: i'm kinda looking forward to the sermon on sunday, there's a sermon series on galatians.

and sunday means i'll be just one and a half days from home.

maybe i should stop counting. i'm going nuts.

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