Sunday, 5 August 2007

it's almost one a.m. i have spent about nine hours on my feet, and even though my brother's opposite me mugging o level chemistry i feel more incredibly alone than i've felt for a long time. i'd put it down to sheer exhaustion, and the fact that the bands playing at acid bar tonight both included the hard to be faithful song in their sets, among other things.

I HATE THAT SONG.

but, unfortunately, it's rather well composed music wise, so it's in my head. and, even more unfortunately, it looks set to join love, me (save us, please - the colin raye one), chasing cars (groan), do you have to let it linger, time after time, wonderwall etc. etc. as a bar standard. in singapore, anyway. please dudes, some basic jazz? i really don't like the hard to be faithful song AT ALL. what an awful thing to write a song about, being unable to forget an ex-girlfriend and STILL CONTACTING HER AND TELLING HER SHE'S MAKING IT HARD TO BE FAITHFUL.

then you shouldn't have gotten a new girlfriend in the first place ok please??

i usually feel like slapping the guy who wrote it and telling him that.

ok don't jump to conclusions about why i don't like it, it's got nothing to do with anything. i just don't like it because i have archaic notions about faithfulness and love which do not quite seem to fit into today's society.

i had dinner alone today.. i ate the exact things for lunch and dinner the last time i did a full shift - which is saying alot, because i ate cai fan at s11, the one behind centrepoint. it's really quite good actually. and quite cheap too. two veg and one meat is $2.80. and i finished dinner pretty fast and realised i had nothing to do except go back to work. which i did. i desperately wanted to take a nap but i couldn't. who sleeps in the middle of orchard road?

alright, i'll admit that i'm just waiting for jon to come home. i'm pretty used to him being away by now but it's just not the same when he's not around.

i keep getting nightmares involving ketchup and customers dressed in white.

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